My Continous Stupidity
Bodohnya aku
Terus berkelanjutan, semakin lama malah semakin memburuk
Tuhanku…..
Ku nikmati saja apa yang memang pantas kuterima buah kebodohan ini….
Kuatkan ku Ya Tuhanku….
Belajar
Belajar melepaskan diri dari belenggu kebodohan rasanya sangat sulit karena diri selalu dikuasai emosi… Selalu bertindak dikuasai emosi bukan otak…. Diperparah dengan objek yang ; tak tau, entah tak mengerti entah memang sudah tak punya rasa risih… Perfect….. Ini menjadi pelajaran sulit yang menjadi PR selama berminggu-minggu… Rasanya pelajaran dari “sang expert” pun tak mampu membuat diri melewati dari ujian ini… Duuhhh… bagaimana bisa lulus dari pelajaran ini…. Waktu kah jawabannya ???? Atau haruskan luka yang semakin parah menunggu cuka mengucur padanya agar semua tak terasa adanya….. Hanya Tuhan sang pemegang kunci jawabannya….
Show must go on….
Very Bad week, passing day by day with feeling “blue” …. Shcoking news, cheating… traping…
Depressing !!!!!!!
Cheers up galz…
Show must go on… close eyes, take a deep breath and Bismillah…
then…..
SMILE…..
its a best medicine to releasing depress…
It was beautifull :-D
Indah… tapi masih penuh tanda tanya….
takut untuk berharap… takut terjatuh kembali….
but it was beautifull….
Apa….
So confused with U
So unpredictable
So unreadable
Speechless, Actless…..
Give me a sign please…
You.. just appear, made me sad…
You…. wish u realize who “You” are for me…
You…. hope u know that u made me crazy by your act…
You…
You…
You…. “Just Appear”….
Don’t punish me like this if u mean to
Act never explain… it’s shown only…
Nor word could speak… it’s just judge…
What should i conclude from that…
Just made me sad… 
Doesnt know anything….
Feeling confused with everything goes around myself……
not sensitif or …????
really have “big question mark” for every lil thing, no idea what was wrong with my self….
damn…
wish could make it better, but still don’t know anything..???
No Idea , really have no idea …..
Kesepian…..
Guys… did u ever felt “lonely” around people ???? dont know what to do to carry it out….
:(
Feel so bad for these latest weeks… sad, mad, hurt, quilty.. etc
Mood is being create from inside, its a feel…. but i think its being built by behaviour…. not yours but people around u….
when ‘bad mood’ are “ON”, it can be coz they involved there…. So, take alook around for a while, see who is there and find the answer ….. then put ‘it’ OFF…..
never let the “Mood” lead us… lets create mood not being created by it….
